My Emotions

I want to take this time to try to illustrate my emotions. A manifestation of displaced want complicates my daily life. It creates a void that only can be filled by you, but my pride will not allow me to tell you this. The fact that I want but don't need you, I love but no longer lust for you an elephant in a small room. Do you know what it’s like to have 2 people look at u with total lust and devotion and you only look back at one of them with the same feelings. I think I may be a perpetual honeymooner. I love to be loved by someone who loves me and thinks that I am the greatest thing since sliced bread. You know like the 1st 3 months of a relationship. I need to be put on a pedestal and all of my accomplishment to be shouted across the city. I mean who doesn't but I need these things to be in a relationship and once they r gone so am I. I FEEL like being in the honeymoon stage.